Home for the Depressed.

On my bed. Seriously?

Prettiest mum in the whole wide world xx

Lena Fujii FAIL

I've haven't felt so happy for such a long time.

Like truly, from the bottom of my heart happy-happy.

TJ said I lost my swag because I'm in love.

Turning my swag and slut off for now.

Hehe

x

LOVE OF MY LIFE

I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me 'kinda a lot', and that you miss me 'kinda a lot'. I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just have you get bored again and move on to some slut. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.

We're never gonna be as young as we are tonight.

Best friend of my life. 

Jo Jo <3

KING KONG PALM. *BAMS*

GO HARD OR GO HOME

x

I have crazy friends......

Awwwwww :') 

FOOT FETISH 

WAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When your boyfriend breaks up with you.......

DX the Psycho : Set up surroundings into hospital and pretended you tried to kill yourself all while spamming his phone with pictures of you in the "hospital" and crying your heart out. Refuses to eat or sleep. Mentally unsound.

Tammy the Crazy : Ran away at work to the nearest market to buy a knife, continued running to his house and popping 2 boxes of panadols upon reaching. Hospitalised and almost died. Hardcore.

Donna the Emo : Cries over every single thing. All she does is cry. Mental bitch.

Daryl the Violent : Loses his mind and well, starts being violent. Mr aggressive yo. 

TJ the Lame : ......

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I conclude myself the winner!! Okay la, actually Tams quite scary also. You don't really wanna die do you? Hahahahaha.

But I really wanted to die (a couple of times actually) and not be psycho. But the last time I tried to, I walked into the kitchen trying to find some tools all while my dad was laughing heartily at some Taiwanese variety shows and being very oblivious to his very depressed daughter in the kitchen.

I walked back into my room like a loser and cried myself to sleep.

It's very disturbing when you know if you had jumped, he would never laugh like that again. EVER.

I know for a fact that I'm quite a depressive person. Never used to be like this. I don't know since when, but it has been quite some time. All these "maybe I'm better off dead" thoughts haunts me. And I refuse to admit that I am crazy because depression is so fucking overrated. It's like everybody has it and it's cool.

I DON'T HAVE IT OKAY. WTF. Get over it you guys.

Hahahahahahahaha.

"A question that sometimes drives me hazy; am I or the others crazy"

Albert Einstein

I AM GOING TO GET BETTER MYSELF.

x