LOVE OF MY LIFE

I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me 'kinda a lot', and that you miss me 'kinda a lot'. I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just have you get bored again and move on to some slut. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.