Big plans coming up in the next coming months. I've really supportive family (from my dad, mum to my uncles) whom I appreciate alot and am thankful for.

Since young, I never had to worry about money issues and my parents saw me as a spendthrift which they sort of condone and just let me be. In fact, I have people who goes to my livejournal in the past, tells me that I'm a prodigal and shit like that when they know shit about my life. (Oh btw, it's so obvious who you are) *flips hair and walks away bimboticly*

When I first started out with Jacky and my parents knew he had a shop, they were skeptical. (Mind you, both of them are businessman/woman) Not that they weren't supportive per se, but they felt like it's not gonna make it, having been to SUP a few times. Especially my mum. 

 Mummy: Why don't wanna get a normal job? You wanna study I can pay for it, anywhere. Get a degree and find a decent job. Business not easy one la, trust me girl.

I felt angry. Because she should understand us better, be more supportive and stuffs like that. She, herself with only an O lvl cert started from scratch and is very successful today. She started with nothing after her separation with my dad. She, no other more suitable person should support entrepreneurship. But why? Why is she always putting us down?

Every week when I get to see her..

Mummy: So how's business?

Me: Okay la.. not bad

 Mummy: *smiles cynically* 

But I do know where she's coming from. Cause she knows it's pure hardwork and in business, it might not always turn out to be a success. She don't want me to go through the same way she did. But too bad, I'm your daughter mum. Just as stubborn as you.

My uncle, whom took care of me (I lived with my grandma and unmarried uncle when I was young cause my dad was busy working most of the time) recently gave me a lump sum of money.  

Uncle: Work heart girl.. Put in your heart and success will come to you. Prove it to your mum that one day, Jacky and you will make it like how she did."

He's the only one whose been truly supportive all these while. "Entrepreneurship good what! Young people should try everything!" And for that, I thank you with all my heart.

It's been a long and tough journey for Jacky and I. Working together, we talk about nothing but the shop. Healthy relationship much? But both of us know in our heart that we need to work fucking hard cause SUP's like our baby. Sometimes, Jacky gets so tired he tells me he wanna give up. 

Jacky: Fucking sian.. close down want anot? (He's just saying cause all that stress is wearing him out)

Me: SUP's our baby. If your child's like deformed or physically disabled, do you give them up?

No you don't! You nurture it, take care of it and watch them grow. Day by day...

I know SUP will make it cause we are working really really hard. Today I hereby swear that I will not spend my money like water anymore (maybe a few cab rides here and there), Trust me. I swore at my grandma's altar the other day that I'll make my dad proud. (You too, Mum, though she wouldn't like to have your name mentioned) Okay, not funny. 

Oh well.. Tomorrow I will go do my hair. (Hey, that's not spending money like water! I would want to look presentable if not no customers will come in to the shop right?) I meant like, I'll stop shopping SO much and spend my money wisely, or wiser.

GO DX!!! GO GO GO!!!

*I wanna tell you that I really love you alot Papa, and Mummy and Daddy, and Mama (Woah.. huge family sorry) and shu shu and gu gu and eveybody for believing in me. 

With love overload,

Your precious (self claimed) daughter/niece whatever.

I will not miss this for the world. 

My mother is so freaking retarded. First, I found out that she was my friend in FB. Then, I found out that she was playing Farmville and Restaurant City. Recently, she kept sending me gifts in Farmville I feel like punching her. Hahahaha! 

She was in my FB for such a long time and I don't even know?! She should put like "your mother" as her name so I'd know when I confirmed her as my friend! Haha. Now, I bet she's reading my blog too cause there's a link there. SO... I'm calling out to you here! STOP BEING RETARDED MUM! How old already? But I do love you... a little bit k? You're such a cutie. *kiss kiss*

My cheeks are like going to burst like a balloon anytime now.. Been eating so much and I get hungry like every 3 hours?! 

And help! My black roots are sprouting out! Happy to see my hair grow yet disgusted at the same time. Tammy and Donna kept asking me to dye my hair black! Black? Yes? No? Yes?

P.S. Sup's gonna start coming out with the female line. Do girls in Singapore like Streetwear? I'd be designing and I cannot wait! What think you?

P.P.S. Hi Baby Tams, you're starting to worry me. You are beautiful the way you are and if you are reading this, you must know that we love you and will be here for you no matter what ok?

So.. everything on Pony's Day was great till Jacky and I had a mtfk hugeeeeeeeeee quarrel at Zouk! Imagine the amount of people staring?! I think I cried till I swallowed a cup (that much!) of my mucus! HAHAHAHA! Okay, just kidding. I'm still in a state of shock. Kinda. So, don't really wanna talk much. 

But we're fine now. So don't worry babies. ^^

Wondergirls finally unite!!! *winkswinks*

Okayzzz, Streething will be shooting Jacky and some of the boys from Crankarmsteady for ADIDAS on local fixed gear community later. Wah wah wah.. model sialz!! Ha ha ha. 

I shall get going! Excited to see the shoot! 

Bye pumpkins!

TODAY TODAY TODAY!!!! TODAY IS PONYGIRL'S BIRTHDAY PLUS CROOKERS @ ZOUK!!! EXCITED TIMES 100000000000000000!!

  

Donna's face...

Ding  Xuan's face...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PONY BABY! 

Tonight... we will have fun! 

I will be back with more pictures! ^^ 

X.

Screw you, blogger!!

I know your birthday's like tomorrow...

but still...

Happy 23rd J.

I hope you're happy with the not-so-surprise birthday party I've planned for you.

With love,

DX

You definitely think alot about your life when you go on a holiday, especially when it's a trip supposedly to get away from everything, everyone. This trip was so euphoric I felt as though I've reached the highest level of Nirvana. Ha ha. 

The place was mediocre to say the least, even the beaches, maybe nothing compared to Tioman or Phuket. But the part where you take the boat to the islands. Can't even stop thinking about it now.... Sooooo nice!!

He he.. Look like freak.

Tranquil and peaceful...

Didn't really took much picture cause... I was too involved with my holiday. Now, I'm going to make it a point to go there everytime I'm feeling stressed up or shitty in the future... (It's so afforadable by the way!) Maybe next month? 

I'm so gonna save up (though I suck at it) for my Nepal trip! YES PLEASE!!!

Aaron told me that I've got no life the other day. He said I'm only happy on weekends.

Pretty sad life eh? But who cares. I can be grumpy everyday and just be happy on weekends with all my pumpkins.

My hero! Forever going with me to clubs to take care of me and to see me home safely! *pinch pinch you*

Can you see Tammy's hand? High times ten! So high we were dancing so close together. And Tammy! Your blazer kept brushing against me now I got abrasion on my arms! Hahahaha! And I only like realised it when I got home.

Wondergirls split already. Zoe didn't come and Marisse was missing in action on Saturday. Think she got lost inside the club. 

Oh well.. I am so ecstatic so delighted so chirpy so full of joy and so excited cause I am going to Kota Kinabalu tomorrow!!!! And....... I haven't told my dad! Hahahaha. I'm planning to like tell him tomorrow morning when I'm at the airport? He he. 

My lovely little break away from everyone... I'll be back on Thursday though! Then busy busy weekend (surprise for Jacky though someone ruined it for me already) I still hope it'll be a surprise! Pretend you don't know okay, Jacky?

    

Credits: Little Red Heels

So Beverly came over yesterday and we played around with photobooth for the longest time! (So happy, my friends coming to visit me one by one everyday and all we do is hang around my macbook) Well, today, I was looking through my photobooth and I found another video of me and Pony. Why am I always doing the same thing and not realising it? Hahaha. 

And why am I always so ugly and whiny in the videos? Haha. Now I figured, I should sit at the right side next time so my face will look smaller when we do this sorta things. 

I. CAN'T. WAIT. FOR. THRILLER. THIS. SATURDAY!!!!

Bye and love you.

Yesterday, Mars came to visit me at work! She finally came after breaking 7468902039 promises made to me. But I'm happy still, cause I missed her so much. I mean, I still see her but it's not the same. I miss those days when she was just working above me. When I like shout "Mars! Come down!" And poof! There she is! 

WE ARE RETARDS D.A.M.N (dx and marisse noise) 4 LYFEXZZ! HAHAHAH!

More pictures here! Okay, I'll be so busy for the whole of next week! Kota Kinabalu here I come!! ^^

BEST NIGHT AT BUTTER EVER.....

First of all.. door GIRL was being very kind for the first time and this is a good start. Yes? Secondly, so many people came with us on Saturday! Even Fred my bestest friend came back from Texas and joined us!! Plus plus Butter was sooooo empty? It's like we own the club man! Super fun times ten!! 

Happily waiting for the rest to arrive! Right.. I looked so prim and proper before we got in. I saw the pictures after we got drunk and we were at the same exact spot, BUT... all of us was looking down puking our livers out.

Audrey! She told me she bleached her hair 4 times to achieve this or something but when I felt it, it was soooo smooth? WTH? Mine's so gross la. Can't even comb through my hair with my fingers without breaking 39742387423 strands of them. 

My bestest boy friend!! What's up with the tie dude? Looking for a bride? HAHAHA!

Hate my hair!! Curly wurly shit!!

Zoe girl and Fendi boy! Tammy we can form wondergirls liaozz! Donnatammymarissezoedingxuan!! ^^

Pretty Hazel there looking half-gone! I'm gonna give her my crown for being lousiest drinker! She kept laughing Fai thought she was possessed! Haha. Hazel always happy drunk so cute!

Hehe. It was soooo funny that day. I don't even remember being inside the club. All I remembered was shouting for Donna outside (And J told me she was shouting for me half the time inside) and Hazel singing Heal the world. HAHAHAHAHA. And someone fucking burnt my lips with a cigarette! I SWEAR! No one believed me that night cause I was shouting like a shen jing bing ren. So I stood up, trying to find who was the one with a cig in his hand, I walked past Aaron and he burnt my thigh with his cigarette AGAIN!! OMG IT WAS SO FUCKING PAINFUL. I'm like drunk but I can still feel pain alright?!! But NO ONE BELIEVED ME and no one could see properly la.

Like first time so many people went home drunk even Jacky!! He was like holding me and acting all-so-sober when he like asked Aaron to hold me and he started puking! HAHAHAHA! He puked all the way till we reached home, continued puking on my bed. Seeing him like that kind of sobered me up and I started packing for flea market! Whoo! I'm an energizer man! 

Didn't took much pictures at the flea! Maybe next post about it!

X

Hello, my name is DING XUAN, or you can make me happier by calling me Twiggy. I AM NO TAMMY OR DONNA (or worse still a mix of both) though we are always hanging out. 

Maybe we do look a tad bit alike. Have you ever thought of maybe it's the way we smile? Maybe it's our hair, our bangs? Maybe maybe it's just the pictures? Seriously? Thought about this before? Or you guys still think we look very much alike? 

Well, let me tell you.. NO! We are 3 very very different girls in real life.

Grumpy girl here...

I work at... (nice picture right?!!)

People goes up to OSF via SUP. While walking up the stairs, please do not mumble among yourselves.. "Is that donna? looks like tammy leh" and stuffs like this cause I can err.. hear them? Believe it or not, there have been 2 cases up till now, people coming up to me, staring at me for a good period of time while proceeding to asking me... "Are you Donna?" 

LIKE.. NO? *awkward smile*

Enough girls. Not that I'm unhappy, (why should I be? Tam and Don are gorgeous little babes) just that it's a little getting on my nerves. It's so sad that I have such a common face. I don't blame. But please, just give me a break.  

TYVM! :)

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Purpose of this post, once again, is not that I'm unhappy/pissed/agitated! Really. And no comparisons okay? Cause I love both Tammy and Donna. And they are equally pretty. 

Thank you for all the very very sweet comments though. Love all you pumpkity pumpkins! 

Remember this....

I was so bummed about not being able to attend cause I was in China back then! Now it's back! Once again, it's organized by Jacky and the boss of Mono machine! And THIS TIME round! I'll be selling some of my pre-loved apparels and shoes there!

TEH GU KO LAI LEOW!!

Will I see you on Sunday?