1.4.09
Make-up less. Totally. I finally have like the courage to post up pictures of me without make-up. Partly because the lighting is good. Cannot see my heavy black eyebags!! Seriously, I can't leave the house without make-up. Everyone (very close friends, boyfriend and family) says there isn't much difference but I just can't do it. You might say I have low self confidence and all. I guess that's what I'm made of. I AM MORE confident when I have make-up on.
Today, I'm on leave. Jacky the boyfriend is working. Very. Happy. Today, I just want to lie on my bed and blog about every. little. thing.
Today, I'm on leave. Jacky the boyfriend is working. Very. Happy. Today, I just want to lie on my bed and blog about every. little. thing.
I've always been a homebody. I enjoy spending time with myself, alot. Never really liked to hang around outside. I love the smell of my room and my bed and my wardrobe and basically everything at home. I've got this laze-around tendency in me. I see a chair I sit, I sit on anything that can be seated on. Better if I can lie on it.
I detest walking. Really really do. I remember there was this time, Juvena made me walk for an hour or something and I cried while walking. Ya, I literally cried. But really, I cried because I felt so cheated. She wanted to make me walk from like idk.. Bugis to Paradiz Centre or something and kept telling me we'll reach once we walked past this building. She repeated the same thing for every building we past.
Have no idea what my legs are made of? Always laughing at people who trips over nothing. Karma's a bitch. I fell in the toilet 2 days ago. Tripping over nothing, floor was dry and it was so late already everyone's sleeping. Covered my mouth so I could minimise the volume of my scream, never felt more alone, stood up and found out that I got myself a humongous bruise on my elbow, let out a small cry "ouch" while rubbing the bruise and walking back to room R.E.T.A.R.D.E.D.L.Y
All the bimbotic moments sometimes.
Recently, I have random people sending me messages in facebook. Just a while ago, I recieved a mail asking me if I would be interested to do a shoot for him. Yeah.. AGAIN? Would I risk breaking another light?
Talked to Yaxin on MSN. Trying to relive the good ol' days in China. Apparently we failed, but enjoyed each other's company even though it's just MSN. She showed me the BFFFFFFFF pass that I drew for her. Then we laughed at how I broke someone's light.
One says: (2:00:07 PM)
but how you broke the lights i really don't understand !
dingxuan says: (2:00:13 PM)
i tripped la
One says: (2:00:19 PM)
hahahhhahahahhahahahhaha !
dingxuan says: (2:00:22 PM)
then the WHOLE house short circuit
One says: (2:00:22 PM)
damn clumsy !
dingxuan says: (2:00:23 PM)
I know right?!
dingxuan says: (2:00:28 PM)
the cb heels damn high leh
dingxuan says: (2:00:31 PM)
Like i know i'm short
dingxuan says: (2:00:39 PM)
there's no need to give me like what 8 inches?!
dingxuan says: (2:00:39 PM)
No, I'm just kidding, really.
One says: (2:01:04 PM)
hahaha !
dingxuan says: (2:01:14 PM)
the WHOLE HOUSE SHORT CIRCUIT LEH
dingxuan says: (2:01:19 PM)
when the lights fall hor..
dingxuan says: (2:01:24 PM)
it sounded like that
dingxuan says: (2:02:31 PM)
OH MY GODDDDDDDDD (everyone)........NOOOOOO... AHHHH..... PIANG!!! (pause for a while) BOM! (BLACKOUT)
dingxuan says: (2:02:35 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
dingxuan says: (2:02:38 PM)
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT?
One says: (2:02:42 PM)
hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahah !
I feel sick. Body's aching and throat's sore. Gonna read myself a book and put myeslf to bed. Bye, xo.
